I’ve thought for years that, though I love my career
immensely, perhaps I should contemplate something else as so many have told me
throughout the years. Teaching is not a
career afforded much respect as an intellectual endeavor, at least in my
experience. I never blew anyone away as
a wunderkind, but I graduated fairly high amongst my small class in high
school, and I remember being asked several times why I wasn’t pursuing law or
medicine. I chose to attend a local
state university (IUP), partially because of the cost, but mostly because I felt
right at home on campus. I have had to answer questions about why I didn’t attend a school with a bigger
name, and I sometimes ask myself that same question despite how happy I was there. I was accepted into the Honors College
at IUP, which afforded me many opportunities to expand my horizons
intellectually, including two chances to study abroad in Cambridge
and Vienna . The director of the Honors College
wanted me to change my major to philosophy (I did minor in it) and apply for a
Rhodes or Fulbright scholarship. I have
since wondered just how I might have used these graduate scholarships to become
a better teacher, but the impression I was given was that I should change my
major in order to seek any kind of intellectual glory. Every level of my studies involved teachers
and professors trying to convince me that becoming a teacher would be shortchanging
myself. All I ever thought was that
teaching was what I loved and what I was good at. I still think that, albeit with a nagging
doubt as to whether everyone was right about me holding myself back from bigger
and better things.
So, I thought I might share my personal
epiphany. I enjoy telling the story of
what turned me toward teaching, anyway.
When I was 15 years old, I was in 10th grade, and
I got kicked out of class for the very first time. I sincerely loved school, at least
academically, and I was a talkative yet well-behaved young man. The first trait was what got me in trouble,
though. During computer class, we’re
usually playing Oregon Trail on our Apple
IIe’s and powermacs. However, Wo (yep, that's what we called him), a teacher that very rarely taught formal lessons, decided to
give it a go this particular day and walk us through programming in BASIC. I got in trouble in the first 5 minutes for
talking too much, then in the next 5 minutes for laughing too much. Before 10 minutes had gone by in the class, I
was sent out of the room. But, instead
of sending me to the office, Wo sent me to the adjacent room where Mr. O (yep) was teaching an algebra II class.
I was told to sit in the back of the room and be quiet. Mr. O actually did a lot of teaching from the
board, and he liked to use the classic method of writing down problems on the
board and asking a brave soul to go solve them.
Math came relatively easily to me, and as it happened, I tutored several
of the students in this particular class.
One in particular, David, was sitting right in front of me at the
moment. I had shown David during lunch
how to solve the problems Mr. O was writing on the board, so I encouraged him
to go show his stuff at the board. David
was not that eager, so I continued to badger him. Apparently, I was much louder than I’d
thought, because Mr. O stood above me with a very stern look on his face. I thought, “Oh my goodness, twice in one
period? I’m toast.” Mr. O said in a rather accusatory way, “Mr.
Schneider, would you like to teach this class for me?” I shook my head, said I was sorry, and
promised to be quiet. Mr. O handed me
the chalk and told me to get to the board.
So, I did. I knew how to do the
problem fine, so I solved it, explained to the class what I was doing, and put
the chalk down. Mr. O decided to give me
another problem, one that I’d never seen before. I think he was trying to stump me, but I was
fairly confident I could solve it, so I got to work. The amazing thing is that the rest of the
class wasn’t snickering at me, they were writing down the problem and taking
notes like I was the legitimate teacher.
I continued explaining what I was doing in each step, and even had to
backtrack once or twice when something I tried didn’t work, but I successfully
solved it. Mr. O continued giving me new
and unique problems, and I continued working through them with the class, even
answering questions from students throughout the process. This went on for 20 minutes or so. Near the
end of class, a student in the back commented, “Mr. O, why don’t you teach like
that? I understood this.” At that moment, I truly thought I was a
goner. Instead, when the bell rang at
the end of class, Mr. O simply took the chalk.
From that moment on, I knew I could be a teacher. I’m not sure I knew I would be a teacher, or
if so, what I would teach, but I knew it was fun. That comment, “Mr. O, why don’t you teach
like that?” has stuck with me longer than the name of the student who said
it.
I love this story! Thank you for sharing such a personal experience! I can relate to the constant nagging that I could do something better or more lucrative than teaching, but I don't think I could love doing something else any more than teaching. You have been an inspiration to me as a student, and I know so many more will be inspired by your spirit!
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